25.10.2025 - 2

There are several new things I saw today that are making my head spin.

I learned about transmaxing, saw a video of a woman who was shoved out of a woman's only cart at a train station, heard a song about a Chinese actor that got murdered, saw a lot of hate towards some musicians that are apparently not doing enough and much more.

I read my entry from yesterday again, because my fear caught up to me and I felt as if I needed to delete it, before anyone saw it. It comes across as very angry and hateful towards parents, which is actually exactly how I feel. I love my parents and I believe they did the best they could for me, but it just wasn't enough.

I really feel like we are too lenient with parents. Yes, they are only humans as well, but the bar still needs to be raised. They need to be part of the better group of humans instead of the mediocre or bad part.

My parents would have made my life so much better, if they weren't fixated on their personal needs and put them above mine. In the best case scenario I wouldn't have even been born. But here I am witnessing humanities ugliest sides through social media.

Even though my message is filled with anger and frustration I will leave it online, because it is proof of me being human. I believe there are too many bad things happening in this world and people are always trying to stay positive until it turns toxic and we're not allowed to be negative anymore.

Social media definitely boost the negativity, so the world might seem worse than it is, but the bad stuff is still there and it is okay to acknowledge it and be angry about it.

I will fight my fears and keep this space up for my anger and frustration.

sdenden, 22:39